Mathieu Tallegas

Quiet psychological thrillers about identity, silence, and survival.

Corrupted Memories

(This is my first sonnets and first volta)

Corrupted memories flooding my brain,

Filling the gap amnesia has left behind,

A perfidious defense is there to blame,

To my own soul, I’m condemned to be blind,

Which cruel god inflicted this torture,

On a poor son seeing his mother die,

Please shatter my mind so I won’t endure,

From dying to dead, let the pain pass by,

In the meantime I’ll speak to her pale ghost,

And will ignore a world too depressing,

Fleeing reality first and foremost,

Isn’t the curse indeed a fine blessing,

After all, without this ultimate price,

My mother wouldn’t have been buried twice.